Updated: Aug 29, 2019
Today I shall not be The Paulie.
Today I shall be grumpy.
Today I will be one of 2 sons who are missing the best mum in the world ever.
She was amazing, and she was taken way too young.
Cancer is a b@£%#&d
And it's not fair in any way.
It can take the most amazing and healthy people and reduce them in front of your eyes.
It can bring strong families to their knees.
It can break you financially as well as mentally.
And if it wasn't for my amazing friends and family I don't know how we would have got through it.
We even had some people try to screw us over while we went through hell!
But we're still standing.
If you're going through this hell called cancer, or someone you love is, then PLEASE get support. There is a lot of it out there and one of the hardest things to do is to admit you may actually need it.
So today I'm grumpy, annoyed and dealing with grief.
Tomorrow I will be The Paulie.
Love you all.